I'm so tired from getting up early to get my project started for my senior seminar. It's not due for a few weeks but I really need to hash it out if I'm going to avoid my far too typical behavior of putting things off until the very last moment. I'm sooo sleepy but hopefully my delicious coconut macaroon tea will kick in soon! =)
I've started to realize something. Well, I guess I've always noticed it but its the first time its really hit me hard how much of a problem it is. I'm way too uptight. I'm too stressed about anything and nothing. Any little thing will set me off. I really need to work on this. I'm hurting one of the most important people in my life as a result. I'm trying way to hard to be certain with everything before I invest. Maybe I need to just take a chance, for once, and see what everything will turn out okay. I'm sure all parties involved would be pleased with me. ^_^
Okay. I'm going to go watch an internet review, slurp down a few more enormous swigs of my tea, and then return to research land before my class tonight! Wish me luck!
