my life has become consumed with my new job and it's dragging me down.... but I will get through it. It isn't that the job is terrible....it's is just a lot more stress than I am used to dealing with. i have to learn to control my emotions. they are starting to eat at me like many tiny, nashing teeth. I could easily swat them away but instead i choose to let them bit past the skin. i have to get a grip. i have to find a way to be okay with my situation with however long it intends on last. i am going to be okay. i am going to get through it. and i should be better than whining and pouting. this loathsome stage ends now. it has to or it risks hurting everything that is keeping me together. tomorrow is ovo. i will be happy. i am happy
amen
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